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Mar. 3rd, 2003 10:45 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
walbournSunday was a nice, lazy day. Did some housework, and had a friend over for the evening. We ended up watching a fair amount of Red Dwarf and then finished up the Moll Flanders Masterpiece theater production. I actually found the movie more interesting in the second half... The sad thing is that Moll was *much* more appealing as a "thief and a whore" than as gold-digger who routinely abandoned her children in search of her next mark. Wonder what that says about my personal values.
About the only down note for the whole weekend was having a dream about Kim Saturday night. I've long since stopped stabbing myself consciously about her, but it seems my subconscious isn't done with it. Once upon a time, dreaming about Kim would have been a pleasant thing as we had a lot of great times together, but most of the past several years even my subconscious knows she's gone, so the dream was about frustration and being constantly reminded that I wasn't ever her choice. At least I can shake it off in the morning a lot easier than I used to...
Work is focused on finishing up content for our milestone due in 2 weeks... We'll have 'code freeze' Friday so there will be a big push to finish up some things this week. I'm already done with my milestone tasks, so I'm working ahead although I should get it done before Friday.
About the only down note for the whole weekend was having a dream about Kim Saturday night. I've long since stopped stabbing myself consciously about her, but it seems my subconscious isn't done with it. Once upon a time, dreaming about Kim would have been a pleasant thing as we had a lot of great times together, but most of the past several years even my subconscious knows she's gone, so the dream was about frustration and being constantly reminded that I wasn't ever her choice. At least I can shake it off in the morning a lot easier than I used to...
Work is focused on finishing up content for our milestone due in 2 weeks... We'll have 'code freeze' Friday so there will be a big push to finish up some things this week. I'm already done with my milestone tasks, so I'm working ahead although I should get it done before Friday.
