February Blues
Feb. 11th, 2008 09:19 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
walbournI'm getting sick of dreams about a girl who dumped me over a decade ago. I know that it isn't about her anymore--really, how could it be since I've not heard a single damn word from her in any medium in something like five years--, but I really don't need to be reminded of feeling isolated when I'm sleeping as I deal with it almost every day as it is. The night before last featured some recurring dreams including the "signed up for a class and today is the exam and I haven't studied" one with a bit of isolation angst thrown in.
Been spending too much time alone during the week. Had a good weekend with company Friday and Saturday, but I've got a bit of a deficit built up.
Seattle is a chilly town socially much of the time, and it's particularly bad this time of year when most people are hibernating and just trying to drink enough coffee and eat enough spicey Thai food to stay active. Throw in the barrage of insipid Valentine's commercials and my 38th birthday next month, and I suppose it's not that unexpected for me to be moody.
Been spending too much time alone during the week. Had a good weekend with company Friday and Saturday, but I've got a bit of a deficit built up.
Seattle is a chilly town socially much of the time, and it's particularly bad this time of year when most people are hibernating and just trying to drink enough coffee and eat enough spicey Thai food to stay active. Throw in the barrage of insipid Valentine's commercials and my 38th birthday next month, and I suppose it's not that unexpected for me to be moody.
