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Jun. 12th, 2003 10:51 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
walbournUgh. Late getting into work today because I slept through my alarm. I was having a rather vivid dream which mixed elements of Stargate SG-1, working at Kinesoft, and Andrea showing up to visit. Clearly this indicates that (a) I've been watching a lot of SG-1 this week to catch up for the season premiere, (b) I'm anxious about my job, and (c) Andrea has been on my mind a bit more of late.
Part of the reason I've been thinking about Andrea lately is because of the time. We (or at least I) had originally planned to have the living in different cities thing be temporary. I wanted to finish up Voodoo Vince so I could pay off debts and have something shipped in the past 5 years on my resume, and we are within a month or two of that. Andrea had to work at Intel for two years in Portland to repay the relocation benefit, and that is up now. I had hoped we would have been working towards some arrangement where one of us moved in with the other or we both moved somewhere else. Of course, it is all academic since she doesn't love me or want to be with me.
So here's to beautiful, raven-haired, hyper-educated, emotionally damaged pagan chemist chicks. Goddess bless them and forgive me for being foolish enough to love one.
Part of the reason I've been thinking about Andrea lately is because of the time. We (or at least I) had originally planned to have the living in different cities thing be temporary. I wanted to finish up Voodoo Vince so I could pay off debts and have something shipped in the past 5 years on my resume, and we are within a month or two of that. Andrea had to work at Intel for two years in Portland to repay the relocation benefit, and that is up now. I had hoped we would have been working towards some arrangement where one of us moved in with the other or we both moved somewhere else. Of course, it is all academic since she doesn't love me or want to be with me.
So here's to beautiful, raven-haired, hyper-educated, emotionally damaged pagan chemist chicks. Goddess bless them and forgive me for being foolish enough to love one.
