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[walbourn]

I ain't here to hold you when you cry
I ain't here to hold your shaky hand
I ain't here to look you in the eye
or beg for you to understand

I ain't gonna walk you through your dreams
walk you through this life that we all know
I ain't here to listen while you speak
I ain't here to heal your broken soul
am I here at all

I ain't here to tell you what you need
I ain't gonna take a noble stand
I ain't here to look you in the eye
or beg for you to understand

I can only tell you what I've seen
I can only tell how it felt
when my heart is crushed so bad inside
'til I feel the hatred slowly melt
I don't wanna

I ain't gonna watch your every move
I ain't gonna dog your every step
I ain't here to shake your every mood
I ain't here to keep your secrets kept

but oh! if I held you in my arms
if I could squeeze you 'til we cry
I don't wanna lose this love I feel
I don't wanna lose this fight tonight
I ain't gonna!

I ain't here to hold you when you cry
I ain't here to hold your shaky hand
I ain't here to look you in the eye
I don't want you under my command

I can only hope you feel your tears
I can only wish you'd feel the hope
I can only hope that I can see
help me under skin that covers me

oh how I wish that you were here
if I could hold you in my arms
oh how I wish that you were mine
I don't wanna beg for you no more

I ain't gonna tell you how I feel
I ain't gonna tell you how I feel
I ain't gonna cry for you to love me
because I know you will
I just know it

I Don't Wanna The Call