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Apr. 15th, 2005 04:43 pmMore rejection dreams this morning. I blame my mood on Bolton's nomination to the U.N.
I think I'm just feeling old. For a while I've had this sense that life is pretty good right now, but that I don't have the slightest idea where I'm going from here or how to get there. Am I going to be living alone throughout all my thirties? How about my forties? What then?
Hell, it is probably just as well I don't have someone at home waiting for me right now with the travel demands of this job. I'm off to Edmonton next Tue/Wed, then going on a week-long trip to E3 in LA and flying directly to South Korea for KGDC in mid May, vacation to Texas first week in June, and then likely a few more trips thrown in there somewhere...
I'm making good money, the job is engaging, I will hopefully be getting a house. I'm just whining.
Curse my depressive brain.
I think I'm just feeling old. For a while I've had this sense that life is pretty good right now, but that I don't have the slightest idea where I'm going from here or how to get there. Am I going to be living alone throughout all my thirties? How about my forties? What then?
Hell, it is probably just as well I don't have someone at home waiting for me right now with the travel demands of this job. I'm off to Edmonton next Tue/Wed, then going on a week-long trip to E3 in LA and flying directly to South Korea for KGDC in mid May, vacation to Texas first week in June, and then likely a few more trips thrown in there somewhere...
I'm making good money, the job is engaging, I will hopefully be getting a house. I'm just whining.
Curse my depressive brain.
